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Before sleep,
I release the day.
Not because
It was perfect —
But because
It is finished.
Mistakes made.
Words misplaced.
Silences misunderstood.
Expectations unmet.
I carry them
All evening.
In thoughts.
In tension.
In quiet replays.
But night
Asks a question —
Will I rest
Or will I rehearse?
Out-of-box thinking
Is forgiving
Before closure arrives.
Because not everything
Will be explained
Before bedtime.
Some apologies
Will never come.
Some intentions
Will stay unknown.
Some conflicts
Will remain unresolved.
So I forgive.
Not to excuse —
But to release.
I forgive others
For acting
From their fears.
From their stress.
From their confusion.
Just as I have.
And I forgive myself
For reacting quickly.
For judging harshly.
For hesitating unnecessarily.
Because learning
Is often messy
In real time.
Holding resentment
Extends the day
Into tomorrow.
Forgiveness
Closes the loop.
It quiets
Mental arguments.
It softens
Emotional resistance.
It creates space
For renewal.
Sleep becomes
Restoration
Instead of replay.
Each night
I subtract
Bitterness.
Each morning
I wake
Lighter.
Not forgetful —
But free
From unnecessary weight.
Forgiveness
Isn’t weakness.
It’s maintenance.
For clarity.
For calmness.
For continuity.
Because tomorrow
Deserves a mind
Not crowded
By yesterday.
So before sleep,
I let go.
Of blame.
Of guilt.
Of regret.
I forgive them.
I forgive me.
And finally —
I rest.